Monday, December 11, 2006

So another death says seriously …’seriously’…..
"When will you remember that….Life is short…that…..Life is not about you…..seriously that this...that we are but a blip ….??"

Prayers for .....

It seems I can’t quite get the fact that all is not about me….
It seems I can’t quite come to grips with not being God…
that’s it isn’t it??…this constant striving and failing…the constant yearning to BE UNDERSTOOD…it’s me…plain and simple wanting AGAIN to BE GOD….

For this I am sorry this morning…
The world is lost and unkind.
For me to continue to frustrate…to struggle…to wrestle
Seems beyond slapping You in the face.

So now I’ll try to be better.
I’ll try to conquer my demons
I’ll try to figure out schemes and plans when YOU say STOP

You say STOP and just surrender into Your GRACE….

3 comments:

Jada's Gigi said...

reaalizing jsut how small and insignificant we are is a frightening thing isn't it?
as Solomaon said...all is vanity...only in Him do we amount to anything at all

Anonymous said...

I have nothing to say but to say I read this and it resonated!

Anonymous said...

refreshingly honest, as usual.
great post :-)