I don’t have it figured out….
The loneliness sometimes is my fault and sometimes seems to take me closer to You…
I want to never BE lonely
I want to never BE thought of as weird
And more and more I feel the loneliness and the weirdness…..
And in the loneliness and weirdness the desire to run comes back…..
And then….the beatitudes are todays reading….
This desire and yet fear to live naked……Matthew 5:16 …..By opening up to others, you'll prompt people to open up with God, this generous Father in heaven.
So maybe the things I have fought my whole life are what I am…….